Ah, finally, im seeing light again after weeks of turmoil! Phew, what a journey that was. Time to sit back and take it easy till the next polarity shift. Human life sucks sometimes! But I guess it wont be so interesting if it was all good or all bad.
New year! New outlook. Again i take a trip back over the year. While some things remain unchanged, the changes within have been a milestone. I discovered the Power of Now sometime back and it had a lot to do in helping me to learn acceptance and let go of resistance with regards to what life has got to offer. The human mind is so conditioned to experience pleasure that anything out of that order becomes suffering. And talking about suffering, I have had my more that fair load. But it is interesting that suffering is more of the mind than anything else. Realising that, you just have to smile at yourself of all those years wasted.
Maybe that's why life doesnt come with a brochure, if not everyone will know what to do and that it wont be interesting anymore.
Anyway, im staying put in this town for time being. Apart of me is quite relieved as my last week's stay in KL had left much to be desired. Gosh, the city has turned from bad to worse in less than 4 years. You can't even get a cab for emergency for less that RM10, Mat Rempits harassing lone women drivers, employers squeezing it out of their desperate employees...i hate to imagine what elements i might be exposing kiddo to in case i can't be around.
Against my better judgment, i consulted an astrologer today, someone who came highly recommended.
And this guy tells me, 'you are God's child'.
Im like, 'err,, yea, care to explain please'.
"Your life is dedicated to God, this is your last life, everything else will not really work!"
Im going "Hurrah! Anything new? Do tell me more and make me feel better! "
And then he went on to claim say that i might hv injured myself bad or went through some surgery and stuff to which i said, i never stayed in the hospital more than 12 hours and even then to deliver my only one!
He got a bit pissed of i guess coz he says he speaks from truth itself and cant be wrong, but hey, unless i got knocked in the head and was admitted in the hospital and subsequently suffered amnesia and forgot all about it, then yea, i did have a surgery! Oh well.. that's why life never comes with a brochure!
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