Every single moment, every single thought, every single emotion is manifested as the reality around I.. in all forms of life...humans, insects, animals, plants..the roar of a car engine, the look on a stranger's face and how one reacts to that.. small occurences..a breathe, a wisp of wind caressing the wild strand of hair....a ripple in the water..the whisper of a lover in the ear.... even sitting here typing this...And so are the big incidents...a meeting.. a wedding... even an earthquake..a war....joy.. sorrow....is all just I..
It was all rather silly of I to have taken it all seriously. This play. It is like this whirlwind of images, sounds and illusions that revolve around I. I choose to focus on some images and let others go.. and that image stands out to I the next time it comes around. Like the earth that rotates on its axis and the moon that rotates around the earth and the planets that rotate around the sun...it is all a rotation..over and over.. I can't grasp at it and it never stays...and slowly I tire of playing this game. I look for exit button...I grasp at other images.. testing...prodding...reaching out..
And then one day, I tire even of the search and let go and I go still...Slowly the images... sounds and the so called reality drops away...dissolves.. For a moement, I am amazed at how simple it all is. Just to be still and I am left all but I and even that becomes immaterial anymore....And it becomes neutral, natural and ordinary. There is nothing really I need to look forward for, or to fret about the past.. the frequency settles in a single straight line... not unlike a person who dies...just like that. As that.
