Wednesday, September 8, 2010

The rut of acceptance

Time and again im just freakin amazed how life throws at me the absurd of situations. Again and again. Enough already Mr Universe. How am i goin wrong at my lessons? Or is it just my test papers lying around about me waiting for me to get rid off?? Absent parents, absent partners, am i supposed to just accept that is as far as i can go in this lifetime? Coz nothing seems to be changing for better, except my capacity to adapt to it has reached a record breaking level that i could be reaching sainthood anytime or lose my sanity altogether.

Life could be worse. Hate comforting myself just so i remain sub-standard. What a crappy feelin being in that rut of acceptance. What does it take to break out of this bondage?

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