Often times... we as humans .. hv a need to rescue 'sick puppies'... . Whether the motivation is compassion or to fulfill some hidden need within ourselves or we picked up the habit from others.... Mine has been a combination of all three.
Be it real animals or human form.. some.. become success stories .. some are so severely diseased we hv to let them go or 'put them to sleep'. Like a dog with rabies, u need to get rid of it.. before it bites u!
And so the story goes.. i had rescued some. Really four legged, muzzled ones.. as well as the human version. When u see them coming out of the other end of the tunnel.. it is a moment of joy and accomplishment. Some just get lost in the tunnel. Being recently.. a really sad case of a human potential so severely diseased but remarkbly masked within a facade of supposed intuition and intelligence.
They say first impression is always the right impression. And i believe that is true. Coz my first impression ... i had a glimpse of darkness which was unfathomable. But it was quickly replaced by a personable self and rehearsed phrases... rhetorics.. an obvious indication of hvg put them into good use. My intentions changed quickly from getting to know to figuring out.
An act cannot go far. And it didnt. Dint come off in layers.. but rather exploded into pieces in a moment of revelation. Disappoinment quickly followed by disbelief and final amusement of the hilariousness of the situation. To hv been duped by madness! It is a mad world... life goes on. We can only give our best but never to the point of giving ourselves. Failures are normal.. its ok.. jus move on.
