
Ive been putting in 12 hours a day the past months and im getting drained. Its nothing like work in a legal firm or publishing where i used to meet deadlines 2am in the mornings.
What im talking about is spending 3 hours every morning managing 6 non-english speaking 5 year olds but who can communicate with each other coz they are chinese speaking and u cant leave their side for a second lest someone decided to whack the other or jump of a table. Then rushing to get my little one and then back for another 3 hours with more non-english non-malay speaking students and trying to teach them to talk a decent sentence of english. and then another 3 hours of teaching 16 years olds to write a decent essay when none can pass a year one grammar test! yea, end of the day, ur brain jus hangs on ya!
And when u do get a break, the best u can do is go the nearest grocery shop and hv fun! Coz that's all u get, no shopping malls, or cinemas, or decent restaurants or watever!
oooooohhhhhh loooooorrrdddd, i need to get out of this small town for jus a while. Its getting claustrophobic when u dont hv anywhere to go and basically the whole town can be covered in 10 minutes. And worst, u hv to acknowledge whwat seems like everyone u pass by less they think u r weird or unfriendly.
I need KL therapy for jus a weekend id be ok. looks the mole on my feet is itchin again to move. hubby been persuading me to move to JB but JB is jus tooo dark for me. Dark in the sense of energy and its social vibration.
I love this quaint little hometown, the life here has its charm but once in a while you can get bored of nice things. And its like screaming.... NOWWWWW! Maybe i shud jus hv a martini instead! Fat chance, mate!
1 comment:
gal.. we all been there and know how it feels. go for it!
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