Lending a helping hand..

Sometime in your life, you get sentimental about a person you know for a long time who perhaps is in need of some support and you think that probably and jus probably this person will snap back into life with your help. You dig deep and you get urself deep with the person struggling to take off and you extend your energy to them. Jus when you start feeling good that you hv done something for someone else.. then it snaps and despite your best efforts the person falls back where they started nearly dragging you along with them.

You sit back for a while thinking, are you doin the right thing after all.. and whether you are strong enough to go through it again.. and u realise that you owe it to yourself first before you can do it again. A bit of guilt sets in.. u feel selfish and uncaring to walk away and let that person be. But it is something you need to do for yourself and the other person. All you can do is utter a prayer, trust in it and move on with your life.